Moments (Yaoi)

Moments.(yaoi) Written by: Heajoong Shim

Ch1 TVXQ were on stage rehearsing for the concert later that night when their manager interrupted “hey guys why don’t you take a break?” he smiled as Yunho glared “huh but what about rehearsals?” Yunho looked at him the manager glared “no worry but don’t leave the stadium ok” the band nodded in simultaneous action.

Changmin snuck away before someone noticed “ah peace” he sighed as he walked down the long empty hall “Yo!” a voice echoed Changmin stopped and turned around Yunho had followed him “oh no” Changmin thought as Yunho caught up with him, Changmin turned to walk away when Yunho pushed him against the wall holding Changmin’s arm above his head Changmin didn’t struggle he closed his eyes trying to make magic help him out of this situation “hey open your eyes do you think I look that bad?” Yunho smiled as he leant closer Changmin opened his eyes and caught Yunho’s gaze “how can you not notice my heart for you? I give you all of my heart why don’t you take it?” Yunho whispered as Changmin stared in shock Yunho placed his hand onto Changmin’s waist forcing him to move his hips as he caressed him Changmin mumbled before quickly moving away and running down the hall into an empty room closing the door behind him.

Yunho stood holding his hand to his heart “why?” he asked himself as Jaejoong caught him “what’s going on?” “oh nothing I was just taking in the quiet” “right well have you seen Changmin?” Yunho shook his head “nope well I’m getting something to drink”

“stupid guy stupid” Changmin mumbled as he looked around the room suddenly a girl walked out from behind a screen “who’s stupid?” she smiled as she walked closer to Changmin “eh I didn’t know anyone was in here?” he smiled nervously but the girl just smiled and shook her head “it’s ok I hide too so what’s your name?” she lowered her head Changmin looked as she struggled to tie her ribbon “eh uh my name is Changmin uh what’s yours?” the girl looked at him before smiling “um I know we just met but could you please tie this for me?” she held out the ribbon Changmin nervously took hold and began to tie it into a bow the girl smiled “my name is Fa-Mae Yung” she smiled as she turned to Changmin he smiled “pretty name” “really ive never quite liked my name but its not so bad now” she giggled as she pulled on her shoes “uh what are you doing here Fa-Mae?” Changmin suddenly wanted to know everything about her she just smiled and lowered her head “I’m the opening act for the concert tonight” “really?” “yeah” Changmin suddenly realised that she was THE Fa-Mae he gasped “you are that Fa-Mae?” “last time I checked yes” she giggled “oh im sorry I just well I just think your music is ok im not a fan or anything” Changmin smiled “its ok I don’t mind besides I have my own reasons to play my music oh and im running late for rehearsals” Fa-Mae bowed her head before grabbing her coat “well are you going to hide here all night or are you going to tell the stupid man how you really feel?” Fa-Mae smiled taking the handle of the door Changmin shook his head “I don’t feel anything for Yunho” he mumbled Fa-Mae smiled “ok well im leaving so could you please lock my dressing room door after you leave?” “eh uh sure” Fa-Mae smiled before running to the stage.

“where were you you’re late?” Fa-Mae’s manager and body guard yelled as she stood on stage “eh I’m sorry I was having trouble tying the ribbon” she smiled “oh well next time call for help we cant have you in trouble or getting hurt now shall we get to rehearsing now” “yes sir” Fa-Mae smiled as she stood and smiled before she was handed a microphone “ok we play the music and you pretend to sing as you dance we will work on the steps first and then we will have you do both understand?” “yes” Fa-Mae glared as the front row seats became occupied by five men “well what are you waiting for?” “uh forgive me” Fa-Mae signalled for the stagehand to play the music, “ok go” Fa-Mae smiled as she began to dance across the stage “ok stop” Fa-Mae stopped as she caught her breath “you mistook a step do it again this is the part where you are supposed to be romantically embraced by the male before throwing him to the floor in front of you and stepping over him where is the backup dancer?” the manager shouted “they haven’t showed up boss” “what?” “uh ive called but they are running late” “ah great so how is she supposed to rehearse this is no good” Fa-Mae looked around the guys were talking amongst themselves “oi you lot!” “us?” “yes you I don’t see anyone else here do you?” “Yo relax” “who are you to tell me that you little brat?” “hey enough boss leave them alone” Fa-Mae stepped in front of her manager suddenly her manager grinned like a Cheshire cat “light bulb!” he exclaimed Fa-Mae gulped she knew when he said light bulb he had an idea “how about you take the backup dancers place?” he pointed to Jaejoong who hid behind Yunho “not me” “why not you seem perfect to work with look same height and everything it would work perfectly” Jaejoong hid again but Yunho pushed him to the stage “hey boss no I can do it myself if he isn’t comfortable” “no you need to practice” “but” “no buts just do as I say or else” Fa-Mae sighed as she mumbled “yes sir” she took her place before the music played Jaejoong waited in his place ready and watched as Fa-Mae danced towards him she looked at him “im sorry” she whispered as she told him the steps he nodded before grabbing her in an embrace lowering his hands down her chest resting them on her hips Fa-Mae turned to him before smiling and pushing him lower to the floor so he was on his back she stepped over him and gently pulled his head up towards her and made his face hover near her Jaejoong blushed as her moves were too sexy he felt uncomfortable “ok stop ok well we have your moves perfect and by the look on his face it works for him too” her manager smiled as Jaejoong quickly got up and left the stage his face had turned red.

Ch2 Fa-Mae stood staring at her feet “ok time for vocals are you ok?” “im hungry” “too bad you have to rehearse we will eat when we finish ok?” Fa-Mae nodded her stomach growled her manager signalled for the song to play Fa-Mae waited for her cue before singing she sang loud and clear it rang around the stadium like a bell her voice was sweet and melodic it sent shivers up Jaejoong’s spine as he watched her this was his first time hearing her the boys stood watching as she sang, “ok stop why do you sound sad?” “like I said I am hungry” “well like I said we eat when we done” “ok I heard you” suddenly her manager’s phone rang he answered it angrily before walking off the stage Fa-Mae stood holding her stomach

“I haven’t heard her before” Yunho smiled as he climbed onto the stage “hi I’m Yunho” “hello” “hey come up you lot” he smiled as Yoochun and Junsu joined them they introduced themselves Fa-Mae’s stomach growled “whoa when did you eat last?” “I cant remember” “really?” “really” Fa-Mae began to feel strange she looked at them “you ok?” “I don’t know is the place spinning?” “uh no” Yoochun grabbed a chocolate bar from his pocket “eat this it will help” he handed it to her “uh thanks” Fa-Mae began to eat when her manager interrupted “hey what’s going on?” “she was about to pass out man you should let her eat or do you want to lose your meal ticket?” “what are you saying?” “that’s how it looks its how you seem to be treating her” Yunho stood in front of Fa-Mae “you little brat” “you awful manager” Yunho answered back “guys please stop I cant be dealing with this right now” Fa-Mae shouted her voice heightened in anger they all turn to her “were sorry Fa-Mae” “it’s ok” her manager smiled “look Fa-Mae I don’t mean to sound harsh I just want to look out for you ok?” “I know but you have to loosen your grip on me once in awhile” she smiled “ok I will well shall we go get you something to eat?” “yes” Fa-Mae smiled as she waved to the boys

“wow what an asshole” “ah well” “well we should say something” “no leave it she seems to have control over him” Yoochun smiled as he went and sat on the stage Junsu followed Yunho glared looking for Changmin but he had gotten out before anyone had seen him, “eh what’s this?” Yoochun held up a small silver necklace “oh maybe it’s Fa-Mae’s?” “give it” Jaejoong swiped it from his hand and sat down “whoa what’s up with him?” “nothing is up with me now if we could please get back to rehearsing” the boys rehearsed without Changmin.

Changmin walked the hall thinking thoughts that he never wanted to think of “stupid how am I supposed to respond to something like that?” he sighed trailing his hand across the wall as he walked “hey Changmin” “huh?” “you thinking?” “um no not really” he turned to find Fa-Mae standing holding noodles “Kimchi!” “yes my favourite” “me too” he blushed “hey so if I don’t know lets say someone told you how their heart feels for you would you deny them?” Fa-Mae asked shovelling noodles into her mouth Changmin looked at the floor “but it all depends on the person telling me and if I can feel the same of that person” he answered in a nervous voice “well maybe you should hear that person out before denying them right?” she replied again with noodles in her mouth Changmin nodded “ok then well good luck tonight Changmin” “you too Fa-Mae” he turned to walk away again when Yunho shouted “Changmin where are you going?” “for air” “I come with you” “no” Changmin began to run Fa-Mae went into her room leaving the door ajar Yunho quickly caught up to Changmin and pinned him the wall holding his arms above his head before smiling Fa-Mae listened through the gap as they spoke “at least hear my heart” “get off me” “no how can you deny my feelings when all I do is think of you all my heart beats for is for you Changmin feel” Yunho placed Changmin’s hand on his heart so he could feel it beating Changmin closed his eyes hoping Yunho would leave but he didn’t “Changmin im fighting a battle here I don’t want to lose please listen to your heart” Yunho let Changmin go and walked away Changmin fell to the floor holding his head in his hands Fa-Mae gasped but hid in her room “Changmin why are you here everyone is getting ready you should be” Jaejoong interrupted “I was just I have a headache” “right well go tell the manager” “where are you going?” “to give this back to Fa-Mae” “oh it’s hers?” “I think so im going to ask her” “ok well no tell anyone I was here ok?” “sure” Changmin made his way back to his dressing room.

ch3 Jaejoong sorted his hair and clothes before knocking on the door “come in please” Jaejoong responded to the voice and entered closing the door behind him “Fa-Mae?” “oh um I will be right out” Jaejoong looked around when Fa-Mae appeared “ah oh you im sorry for earlier I didn’t want” “its ok I’m fine” “really?” “yes oh uh is this yours?” Jaejoong held out the necklace Fa-Mae gasped “yes I was looking for this where did you find it?” “on stage it’s pretty it looks expensive” he dangled it in front of her Fa-Mae looked at him “it’s priceless I just glad you found it thank you so very much” she smiled taking it from him “priceless?” “it was a gift from someone very important to me” Fa-Mae began to fasten it around her neck Jaejoong looked confused “so you have a someone then what is he like?” Fa-Mae looked and giggled “no I don’t have someone it’s nothing like that this was given to me by my father I wear it all the time it helps me keep his memories with me” she struggled to fasten the necklace “memories?” “yes he got killed” “oh im sorry” “im not” “uh why?” “he was always playing his violin never paid much attention to me except when I asked him to teach me to play and that’s why I keep memories of him only because of those times we spent playing” Fa-Mae sighed “come here let me help” Jaejoong fastened the necklace he stood looking she Fa-Mae stood quiet suddenly he got the urge to touch her he trailed his fingers from her neck to her shoulders “what are you?” “eh im sorry I fastened the necklace I didn’t mean to feel you im sorry” he panicked Fa-Mae turned to him “it’s ok I didn’t mind if I did you wouldn’t have your hands” she giggled Jaejoong looked at her “well I better go get ready for the show” “good luck I will be watching from the side ok?” “cant wait” he smiled before quickly making his way out of her room down to his room.

“hey Fa-Mae time to get you ready” “yes sir” her manager walked in holding a hanger with an outfit on “you wear this ok” “yes sir” “ok get changed” “right” Fa-Mae got into her new costume before showing it to her manager “nice” “right” “ok your hair and makeup I will call the guys” “okies” Fa-Mae sat on a table as her manager opened the door and sent in the make up guy and hair guy “well lets see what you are wearing?” Fa-Mae stood to her feet and twirled the hair guy gasped at an idea “ok sit” Fa-Mae sat in the chair as he teased her hair pulling one side back and pinning it behind her ear before braiding the front only leaving her bangs free the part he pinned behind her ear he tied up into the braided part and left the back to trail before spraying a light glitter hairspray to hold it into place “ok all done” “wow cute” “you think so I think there is something missing” he smiled before handing her a pair of silver dangling cross earrings and tied a white feather into the hair “there” “thank you” “no problem” “ok my turn” Fa-Mae smiled as the makeup guy applied her makeup he finished with a small white wing under her left eye “wow I look different” “that’s the idea” “thank you guys” “no problem sweetie” suddenly her manager walked in “ok come on to the stage its time to play” “yes sir” Fa-Mae was rushed through the hall to the stage and took her place on the bird swing above the stage waiting to be lowered to star her three songs.

Jaejoong watched her perform with a smile on his face before being told to head backstage where he waited patiently. “ok guys get ready the show is about to begin” their manger boomed Fa-Mae headed backstage “good luck guys” she smiled “you look great” “thanks” Yoochun smiled as he patted her on her head “hey” she giggled “hot” Yunho mumbled before taking his place on stage quickly followed by Junsu and Changmin Yoochun grinned before taking his place Jaejoong smiled “I like it” “me too oh good luck out there” “thank you” Jaejoong went to leave when Fa-Mae grabbed his hand “have fun” she smiled as she let go and followed him to the stage she waited at the side as they performed.

After the performance Changmin quickly got changed and got into the car ready to leave for the airport Yunho climbed in “what now?” “whilst we are alone will you listen to me?” “no its not right” “what?” “there can never be an us” “but?” “shut up” Changmin went to get out when Yunho grabbed him pushing him to the window placing his hands into Changmin’s trousers Changmin struggled but Yunho was too powerful “I need you Changmin” “get off me” Changmin yelled but Yunho persisted as he took hold of Changmin’s firm member “ooh so you are hot for me” he smiled before scraping his thumb gently across the head of Changmin’s member turning him on further “get off stop it” Changmin yelled pushing him but Yunho carried on as he began to gently tug making Changmin gasp and moan “stop im going… to…” Changmin spoke trying to stop from moaning and enjoying the attention “oh wow you kept that in long didn’t you?” Changmin cried as he came into Yunho’s hand soaking his trousers “you are hot for me I knew it” Yunho grinned as he pulled his hand from Changmin’s trousers and sat normal as if nothing happened Changmin moved away and covered himself “hey you two” “what?” “ah chill I was just trying to get into the car” “oh well you can have my seat” Changmin got out of the car and sat on the steps the rest of them climbed in “hey Changmin lets go” “no I got to do something first I will catch up” “I cant just leave you there” the manager glared as Fa-Mae sat next to Changmin “sir he wont be alone I assure you infact I insist her joins me to the airport” she smiled as their manager nodded “alright but if he gets lost I will make you responsible” “not a problem sir” the manager smiled and drove to the airport Fa-Mae looked at Changmin “here these should be your size” she handed him a pair of jeans he looked at her “what?” “uh for your little explosion” she looked “huh?” “look I saw what happened and you really cant walk around in soaked trousers just stop trying to lie to me and yourself” he took hold of the trousers and looked at her before smiling then ran and hid in a bush and changed his trousers before walking towards Fa-Mae “um?” “put them into the bag” she handed him a plastic bag “look don’t be ashamed ive been through this before” “this before?” “I mean cleaning up after someone when it happened to him” Fa-Mae smiled Changmin looked at her, his eyes widened his smile brightened as her words shot through him like an arrow Fa-Mae looked at him “Yunho cares for you does he not?” “I don’t know I don’t want to even think about it” Changmin lowered his head his eyes fixed onto the pavement beneath him Fa-Mae tapped his shoulder “look the way I see it is you at least need to listen to him before you dismiss his feelings maybe you will find out where your heart truly lies” Fa-Mae looked at the sky Changmin smiled “but he’s a guy I cant love guys” “why?” “because I am a guy” “so?” “it would look stupid to everyone” “but that shouldn’t matter” Changmin looked at her as her words embraced his heart “I mean if you love the person you are with then others shouldn’t matter all that matters is you and that person nothing more” Fa-Mae smiled before getting into the car and signalling for Changmin to follow suit.

Ch4 Yunho paced the airport terminal waiting for Changmin to arrive Yoochun watched him restlessly “what’s got into Yunho?” “no idea but he’s making me nervous” “should we ask?” “no bad idea” Jaejoong sat staring at the book he brought “hey always studying what are you studying this time?” Junsu grabbed the book when a smaller book fell from it’s pages “eh you pervert” Jaejoong quickly picked them up “no just I was” “eh Jaejoong a pervert” Junsu shouted Yoochun hushed him before taking a look at the book before taking a hold of the small book and smiled “hmm pretty decent reading if you ask me by the way doesn’t she look cute in the bedroom shoot” he winked handing back to Jaejoong “Junsu leave him alone it’s the first interest he has shown in a girl” Yoochun smiled leading Junsu to an open area and kicked a ball around with him as Jaejoong read the book “you like Fa-Mae right?” Jaejoong looked up the manager stood holding coffee “eh no just looking I um” “it’s ok she’s a pretty ok person” “huh?” “ive know her and her manager for a few years trust me you couldn’t ask for a nicer girl you picked a good one this time” he smiled as Jaejoong hid behind the pages again, “hey boss” “Changmin” “told you I’d make it” “oh and you bring guests” their manager escorted them to the seats where Fa-Mae sat next to Jaejoong “ooh interesting read” she smiled Jaejoong looked at her “I wasn’t perving honest” Fa-Mae giggled “it’s ok I said yes to the book so people would understand me a little more and to prove to myself that I can be cute and sexy at the same time oh have you seen the bedroom shoot?” “no I haven’t gotten past the bio page” “hmm” “you have so many interests I like them” “right her give” Jaejoong nervously handed her the book and watched as she turned to the bedroom shoot “here” she showed him she was laid on a bed with plushies and white feathers but she was only wearing a oversized t-shirt with a name on she had her finger on her lip she was looking provocative Jaejoong coughed and got up “um” “what’s wrong?” “I um you um I uh” “hey look at the name on shirt” Jaejoong looked again “Jaejoong” “you” “me?” “yes” “why?” “you figure it out” Fa-Mae sat glaring at her hands when Yoochun sat next to her “so how long have you been performing?” “um a few years” he smiled “I that was the first time I heard you I mean ive been told of you I just never listened to your music” Fa-Mae laughed “it’s ok im not a fan of you either” she smiled before standing and walking over to Yunho grabbing him by his arm “come with me now!” she whispered Yunho followed reluctantly

“what you are doing to Changmin isn’t the right way to do it” “I don’t get what you are saying” Fa-Mae looked at him “Changmin is a romantic at heart if you want him to listen back off and let him breath if you don’t mess with him he will start to wonder what’s wrong and then he will come to you” Fa-Mae smiled Yunho looked at her and then at Changmin “I love the guy I just don’t know why he denies my heart” “look he thinks he cant like other guys he’s young but he will realise I know he will just give him time ok?” “sure but how do you know it will help?” “I just have a feeling” Fa-Mae smiled before standing with her manager Yunho watched as Changmin and Junsu played soccer.

“ok guys time to get on the plane” “alright” “ok” the boys got onto the plane Fa-Mae watched as Jaejoong nervously walked past her “ok Fa-Mae you too” “huh but?” “but nothing you have time off so im treating you” “where are we going?” “Paris with the guys” “really?” “I overheard you talking to guy when he was doing your hair” “oh thank you ive always wanted to go here” Fa-Mae skipped onto the plane “um where is my seat?” she looked “next to Jaejoong im sorry” Fa-Mae smiled “oh no don’t be this is perfect” Fa-Mae sat next to Jaejoong who was still reading the book “hey” “eh hey” “what’s wrong?” “nothing” Jaejoong hid behind the book further hiding his face Fa-Mae smiled.

Yunho sat next to Changmin who stared out of the window Yunho looked at him his heart began to sink “hey Changmin I have to talk to you” “I have nothing to say to you” Yunho placed his hand on Changmin’s knee “get off” “listen I want to apologise for what I have been doing to you I’m sorry” Yunho looked away Changmin felt something in his heart it felt like he was hurting but he couldn’t admit it to Yunho he might think he was falling for him, truthfully Changmin was falling for him.

Ch5 Yoochun and Junsu watched as Jaejoong and Fa-Mae spoke to each other “you think he will notice that she is flirting with him?” Junsu whispered as Yoochun giggled “no” “oh maybe we should get involved?” “eh no bad idea” “but we are going to Paris the love city” “true but I still don’t think he would know her heart even if it hit him in the face and said hello I love you” Yoochun and Junsu laughed Changmin looked over at Yunho sleeping “he is cute no, no I cant like him” he thought to himself as he couldn’t take his eyes off him “but would it be wrong if I loved him I mean no one else should matter Fa-Mae’s words are right” thoughts flooded his mind “I guess I could listen to him it wont do me any harm” Changmin smiled suddenly Yunho held onto Changmin’s hand Changmin felt warm like he was used to it but he quickly pulled his hand away before someone noticed Fa-Mae looked over at him and nodded Changmin shook his head before going back to looking out of the window

“hey Jaejoong do you have a girl waiting for you to return?” Fa-Mae smiled at him as he blushed “no I mean I haven’t found one I like” “aww im sure there are plenty that want you” “that’s the thing they only want me for someone I act as but I want someone who wants me for me and not this me understand?” “I see well I hope you find her or him” Fa-Mae giggled Jaejoong gasped “I’m not gay I like girls” “I see” Fa-Mae smiled as she grabbed his hands “notice a lot more maybe the girl is right in front of your eyes just open them and let her in or you will lose her” she smiled as she let go of his hands he hid behind the book again Fa-Mae looked at the sky Jaejoong kept taking secret peeks of Fa-Mae his heart began to flutter at each glance but when she turned to him he hid in his book. The plane had landed in Paris Fa-Mae and TVXQ got off and waited in the terminal for their luggage the managers collected them and asked for them to be taken to the hotel ready for collection. “alright boys we are here for the photo book” “we know” “go to the hotel and rest up we have busy day in the morning” the boys got into the car and drove to the hotel leaving Fa-Mae and her manager waiting “well?” “well what?” “you are free” “free?” “do what you want take a huge break” “really?” “yes oh one thing if your heart requires love make sure the one who has it is the right one” Fa-Mae smiled “I think I have chosen the perfect guy” her manager smiled “Jaejoong?” “how did you know that?” “because his manager and I have been talking and it seems you two get along very well I hope he realises” “me too” “well make it happen after all this is Paris” Fa-Mae smiled as she was escorted to her car and drove to the hotel.

“ah Miss Mae please allow me to welcome you to our hotel would you like anything?” “not right now um I do need to ask a request” the woman smiled “certainly” Fa-Mae looked “are there a band staying here under the name TVXQ?” “let me check” “oh I only want two room numbers for them” “what names miss” “Changmin and Jaejoong please” Fa-Mae smiled as the woman typed in the names “ah here Changmin is in room 308 and Jaejoong is staying in room 300” “thank you oh would it be possible to have their room keys?” “we cannot allow that miss” “but Changmin asked me and Jaejoong is someone who needs me we are friends” the woman smiled “ah I see well then here you go is this all?” “for now yes and thank you” “no problem if you need anything just call the front desk” the woman bowed as Fa-Mae went to her room and sat on the window seat looking out across the city the stars twinkled. There was a knock on the door “come in” she mumbled as the door slowly opened Changmin walked in closing the door behind him “are you ok?” “I don’t know im confused” Changmin stared out of the window “sit down” “uh” he gulped and sat on the edge of the bed Fa-Mae sat looking at him before smiling “Changmin you love him right?” “huh it not allowed” “who says?” “everyone” Changmin sighed “well then why don’t you tell me the real reason” “that is the real reason” Fa-Mae looked at him he gulped before getting up to leave “Changmin if you keep lying to your heart it’s going to leave you alone the way I see it your heart found someone it connects with you should listen to your heart follow it you will find love and happiness and you might like it give it a try you will find your true self” Fa-Mae pointed to the door Changmin smiled “I cant” he left leaving her door open Yunho stood glaring “come in” he walked in closing the door “what did you say?” “nothing just told him to listen to himself” “um well I think you scared him” “I scared him more like you scared him you know what sort it out yourself” Fa-Mae left her room for a walk “where are you going at this hour?” “for a walk” “ok be careful” “I always am”

Ch6 Changmin left the hotel Yunho searched for him but he was nowhere to be seen, “Fa-Mae have you seen Changmin?” Fa-Mae turned to him she had seen where he had gone and smiled “yes he’s taking a walk that way hurry and you will catch him” Yunho smiled “thank you” “no problem” Fa-Mae smiled as she carried on walking. Changmin stopped at a river and stared at his reflection in the water “hey” “get away from me” “I just want to talk” “like last time?” “that was wrong of me” “leave me alone” “I am sorry” “I am going to tell manager that I quit the band” “why?” “because I cant be in the same room as you” Yunho looked at him “im sorry” “just stay away from me” Changmin walked away Yunho watched him as he walked looking at the floor “Changmin wait up” “babo!” “hey no call me an idiot” “its what you are” Yunho ran after him as he carried on walking alone Changmin hated Yunho but loved him his heart fluttered at every look and touch Yunho gave him but accepting himself as gay would never be ok for Changmin. “Yunho please stop” “let me tell you” “you know if it makes all of this go away then fine” Changmin stopped and looked at the sky “it’s raining” “I noticed” Yunho caught up to him the rain fell on them as they stood looking at each other “Changmin you know my feelings for you I wont ever give them up just being together in the same room makes me happy even if you cannot return my feelings I am happy knowing you know my heart it will always beat for you see” Yunho grabbed Changmin’s hand placing it upon his wet chest “I…feel it” Changmin looked at him “then how can you deny my heart?” “because I don’t feel the same for you” Changmin snatched away his hand and turned away but Yunho grabbed him pushing him towards the fence “I know you” Yunho placed his hand onto Changmin’s chest his heart beat as fast as his own Changmin looked away Yunho gently held Changmin’s head and pulled it towards him “look don’t deny yourself I know your heart wants my heart just let me in” Changmin closed his eyes as Yunho leant closer and put his lips to his ear and whispered “you are my one” he moved away and looked at Changmin before walking away Changmin looked at him before shouting to him “Yunho take me” his tears fell Yunho stopped still and turned to him “only if you can say those words you want to say” Changmin smiled as his tears fell harder “you are my one my only one my everything” he shouted as he ran into Yunho’s arms both soaked from the rain “I will look after your heart my one” Yunho took Changmin to a inn.

“hey Fa-Mae” “ah Jaejoong” “where are you going?” “for a walk” “want me to escort you after all it is late?” “haha what’s with the prince charming routine?” both of them giggle as they walked the river front together staring at the rain hitting the surface “such beauty” Fa-Mae smiled as she held out her hand catching each drop that fell upon her skin Jaejoong smiled “hey Fa-Mae you know the guy everyone said would be perfect for you what do you think?” he shyly asked staring at the water Fa-Mae smiled and grabbed his hand “I think that they are all wrong and that I have my eye on someone else besides that guy is wrong it feels cold when I talk with him” Jaejoong blinked as he pulled his hand away and hid his face Fa-Mae giggled as she leant in closer to him “Jaejoong” she whispered he turned his head to look at her when suddenly their lips meet prompting them to kiss as rain fell around them the sound of each drop echoed Jaejoong moved away and blinked he looked confused “oh uh” Fa-Mae smiled “uh I have to go” “why?” “I’m getting wet” “I am too” “well lets get out of the rain” Jaejoong grabbed Fa-Mae’s hand as he led her under a bridge it was dark and cold he stopped and looked at her before pinning her against the wall trailing his hands across her chest resting them on her waist as he smiled “Jaejoong?” “hmm” “weren’t you the shy one?” “I uh well I kind of like you” he nervously mumbled as he stared at her smiling Fa-Mae smiled and gently placing her finger on his lips “hmm well I kinda like you too” she smiled as she blinked Jaejoong looked at her before moving her finger and placing a delicate kiss on her lips he gently pressed his body into hers as they embraced each other.

Changmin followed Yunho into the empty inn room locking the door behind him, Yunho took his wet shirt off throwing it to the floor and messing his hair up Changmin watched with enchanted eyes “hey what are you thinking?” “uh I was just looking” Changmin shyly replied before unbuttoning his top three buttons from his soaking shirt Yunho smiled before grabbing him and pulling him closer “its more fun when I help” he smiled as he began to unbutton the rest of them Changmin gulped he wanted Yunho but he didn’t know what was going happen “hey no look so nervous” Yunho gently whispered into Changmin’s ear sending Changmin into a hot mood.


Yunho threw Changmin’s shirt on top of his own before taking Changmin to the bed placing him upon it’s clean soft sheets Changmin looked nervous “it will hurt a little” “please take me I don’t care” Changmin smiled as Yunho pulled of Changmin’s trousers and taking off his own throwing them onto the ground “you feel ok?” Yunho asked concerned as he began to trail his fingers down Changmin’s soft skin until he reached Changmin’s hard member Changmin shivered with his touch he wanted to feel him he wanted all of his love, Yunho gently kissed Changmin’s chest focusing on his nipples Changmin softly moaned as he began to feel aroused Yunho smiled as he kissed lower until he reached Changmin’s member he took hold of it and smiled “I think you are ready” he smiled before he inserted two fingers into him and began to massage Changmin’s spot Changmin gasped trying to hold back the pain but with the pain also came pleasure he held on “I think I can get one more inside” “it hurts” “I know this is the first time but it will feel better once I have stretched you out a little more” Yunho mumbled as he inserted another finger inside Changmin began to cry the pain was excruciating but he wanted to feel Yunho, Yunho began to thrust his fingers deeper as he inserted another finger Changmin breathed heavily as Yunho thrust inside him “I think you are truly ready now” he said in a whisper as he pulled his fingers out “I am waiting” Changmin cried as Yunho inserted his hard member inside of Changmin thrusting deeper and faster Changmin closed his eyes as the pleasure reached him sending him into ecstasy Yunho gently caressed Changmin’s penis masturbating him with each thrust of his own “Changmin you are too new to this” “I don’t care I need you inside me” Changmin moaned as he moved his hips Changmin began to softly moan “Yunho I..I feel I’m nearing the end” “just hold out” “I…can’t” Changmin shouted as he came into Yunho’s hand Yunho smiled as he thrust a few last times before he came inside Changmin and pulled out and lay next to Changmin who still had his eyes closed “you will feel more” “I want to” Yunho smiled as he kissed Changmin’s eyelids gently he held him in his arms falling asleep.

Fa-Mae began to feel warm as Jaejoong kissed her his kissed melted onto her lips Jaejoong stopped and looked at her “um are you ok?” “yes I’m fine I was just” Jaejoong leant his head closer so their lips were barely touching he smiled before whispering “be mine?” Fa-Mae smiled before telling him she will he smiled then kissed her again lowering his hands into hers as they both stood under the bridge suddenly Fa-Mae’s phone rang “great moment ruined” Fa-Mae mumbled as she answered the call it was her manager he told her Jaejoong hadn’t been seen “it’s ok I saw him” “great where?” “I wont tell you” “stop messing around” “I’m not we I mean I am just taking a walk” “we is he with you?” “no” her manager knew she was lying “alright well make it count this is your shot if he doesn’t click you should just leave him” “ok I will return when I’m done with my walk” Fa-Mae ended the call and looked at Jaejoong “ooh naughty boy they are all looking for you” “really?” “yes” Fa-Mae giggled as Jaejoong looked at her before grabbing her phone placing it into his pocket and began to kiss her again Fa-Mae pulled away as she held onto his hand “what’s wrong?” “we are going to wear kissing out” she laughed as Jaejoong smiled “ok well let me try this” he nodded before wrapping his arms around her Fa-Mae stood closing her eyes as she hugged him her head resting on his shoulders “this is…” “perfect” Jaejoong finished Fa-Mae’s sentence as he closed his eyes as he held her they stood holding each other in quiet as the rain fell.

“hey where is Fa-Mae?” “why?” “I wanted to ask her something but her room is empty” “you went into her room?” “yes and I find these” Junsu held out a pair of white lacy panties Yoochun gasped and grabbed them off him “dude you cant just take those” Yoochun went to Fa-Mae’s room and placed them back into the drawer he closed it then went to return to his room when he spied a letter on the bed he read it knowing it had nothing to do with him as he read the words he smiled then returned the letter back into it’s place before going back to his room where Junsu sat glaring at his soccer ball. “I have just read something that I find cute” Junsu perked up and asked him what Yoochun smiled and told him that Jaejoong had an admirer “so you think he knows?” “I doubt it if he even clicks to accept Fa-Mae’s heart he wouldn’t know what to do with it” Yoochun smiled as he called Jaejoong “Yo! I think you should know that Fa-Mae is in love with you” he smiled telling him “oh ok” Jaejoong replied before ending the call Yoochun smiled “I think he got it” Junsu looked “got what?” Yoochun slapped his own forehead as he looked at Junsu “he got what Fa-Mae has been telling him” “ah ok”.

Ch8 Changmin woke in the morning to the sound of a shower he looked around before looking at his reflection he suddenly thought he was happier Yunho entered the room and smiled as he sat next to Changmin “how are you feeling?” “I feel ok” Changmin sighed as Yunho looked at him “I can make you feel more you know” “I want to but we have to get to the hotel the others are waiting for us” Changmin went to get his clothes but Yunho grabbed him and threw him onto the bed pinning him down so he felt in control Changmin smiled as he let him “I want to give you something more” “but?” “just enjoy me” Yunho smiled as he lowered to Changmin’s member “oh already hard” Yunho whispered as he took Changmin’s penis into his mouth gently licking the shaft before he began to suck gently scraping the head turning Changmin on further until point of explosion Yunho smiled as he drank Changmin’s juice before looking at Changmin who lay with his eyes closed and his finger twisted with the sheets “you are beautiful” Yunho smiled kissing him on his cheek before getting dressed and leaving for the hotel, Changmin sat up and smiled as he listened to his own mind “I am ok with this” he whispered as he got dressed and went to the hotel.

“Fa-Mae we should get back” “yes we have been here all night?” “yes you fell asleep so I sat with you” “you could have woke me and we could have gone back to the hotel” Jaejoong smiled as he moved her hair from her face “I know but I wanted to look at you for a little longer” he smiled as he held her hand “aww who knew you were romantic” Fa-Mae smiled as she got up and stretched “ok we should go now don’t you have a photo book or something to take part in?” “ah yes oh hey I want you to come with us” “I don’t think it will be ok for me” “I ask but if not I will meet with you afterwards and we can go on our own tour” Jaejoong smiled as he escorted her back to the hotel “ah there you are we have been worried” their managers ran to them and grabbed them “Fa-Mae are you ok?” “yes boss I had so much fun” she smiled as she looked at Jaejoong “Jaejoong I told you to not leave the room” “I wanted to I couldn’t let her walk alone at night” “alright well hurry get changed your clothes are in the room” Jaejoong nodded at his orders before walking over to Fa-Mae placing a kiss on her cheek and went up to his room “oh well what’s going on there?” Yoochun and Junsu smiled as they walked over to her “eh oh um I think he was just being friendly” “right it looks that way” Yoochun smiled as he patted her head “hey leave her alone” her manager ordered Yoochun smiled “we were just having fun sir” “ok but don’t tease her” “alright”

Fa-Mae glared at Junsu and Yoochun before seeing Changmin walk into the lobby from the room he was cleanly dressed in a gray suit with his hair tied back by a ribbon she smiled as she ran to greet him “hey Changmin” “ah Fa-Mae” “you ok?” “I’m perfect” Changmin smiled Fa-Mae looked at him “how are you feeling?” “huh?” “did you talk to him did you listen to his heart?” Changmin looked at her before hushing her and smiled “I am glad you made me listen to him I don’t deny him anymore” Fa-Mae smiled “I knew you would I am happy for you two” she hugged Changmin before walking into the elevator the doors opened Jaejoong stood fastening his cufflinks until he looked up “Fa-Mae I uh can I ask you out loud?” Fa-Mae looked at him he was dressed in a black suit with his hair pulled back at one side his shirt was un fastened a little from the top she smiled “yes” Jaejoong grabbed her hand and stood next to her before shouting for attention “hey everyone” they all turn to him “what’s going on?” “I have no idea” their managers questioned “uh I want to ask Fa-Mae to be my girlfriend is it ok?” “sure glad you found her” Fa-Mae’s manager yelled as Junsu looked at him before agreeing, quickly followed by Yoochun, Changmin and Yunho “what about manager?” Jaejoong looked at him as his manager glared “no” Jaejoong’s heart sank he had quickly fell for Fa-Mae and hearing him being told no hurt “hurry up we have a shoot” the boys followed the manager Jaejoong turned to Fa-Mae “no worry I am yours we can date in secret” he whispered before leaving with the others Fa-Mae looked at her manager and began to cry as he hugged her.

Ch9 TVXQ walked around whilst having their photo’s taken for the book Jaejoong thought of Fa-Mae he began to show it Yoochun cornered him and spoke to him “you know you should just do what you want not what everyone else wants you to do” Jaejoong smiled “I want to I just don’t want manager to blame Fa-Mae” “ignore him question is do you think she is worth it?” Yoochun smiled as Jaejoong’s eyes widened “I want to share my world with her” “well then just go for it” suddenly Yoochun’s phone rang “hello?” “it’s Fa-Mae’s manager I called to tell you that she has decided to leave Paris” “why?” “she cant handle the pain of what just happened she wants to go back on tour” “uh ok what time are you leaving?” “at three pm” “ok I will do” Yoochun ended the call and looked at Jaejoong before shaking his head “she’s leaving Paris” “she cant I promised her we would go for a walk again” Jaejoong yelled as he looked at him “what time she leaving?” “three” “but it’s already 2:35” “there’s nothing you can do blame manager for it” Yoochun shrugged Jaejoong closed his hand into a fist before untying his tie and ran towards the hotel he was only a few miles away Yoochun called Fa-Mae’s manager “he’s running to you?” “we are just packing” “keep her busy” “but we have to leave” “I think he loves her” “oh ok I will try but she is stubborn” Yoochun ended the call and got into the car where the others were waiting as they had their photo’s taken “what’s going on?” “Jaejoong is going to Fa-Mae” “why?” “she’s leaving” “what?” “because of manager” “right we have to do something” “there is nothing” Yoochun sat staring at the steering wheel before Yunho yelled “drive maybe we catch up to him then we can take him to her quicker” Yunho smiled as he and Changmin got out “we will walk and keep manager busy” “ok”

Yoochun drove to catch up to Jaejoong and pulled him into the car before driving to the hotel hoping it wasn’t too late, “hey Fa-Mae have you forgotten anything?” “I don’t think so” “better check” Fa-Mae began to check her room as her manager secretly called Yoochun “we are just on our way” “hurry” Fa-Mae walked in “no I have got everything” “ok lets get to the lobby” her manager’s phone rang “hello?” “he is in the lobby” “ok tell him to get into the elevator and come up” “ah I see what you are planning” Yoochun ended the call and yelled to Jaejoong “she’s at her room” Jaejoong got into the elevator and rode it until the doors opened finding Fa-Mae standing looking sad he looked at her and gently pulled her head up so their eyes met “Jaejoong?” “please don’t leave” “but we cant be together” “forget everyone else it’s just us that matter” he smiled as a tear fell from his eye Fa-Mae looked and wiped it away before hugging him “fine then we be together” “I love you” “huh you just..” Fa-Mae looked at him Jaejoong smiled and nodded before placing a kiss on her lips pulling her into the elevator as the doors closed he pushed her to the back and leant closer as he began to gently touch her skin placing his hand into hers as he kissed her neck suddenly the doors opened their manager was stood glaring “we are perfect” Jaejoong smiled as he took hold of her hand “wait!” “what?” “play safe” his manager smiled Jaejoong and Fa-Mae ran outside “get in” Yoochun smiled as he waited for them to get into the back seat, Yoochun smiled as he drove Junsu covered his eyes “why are you not looking?” “um they need private time” Yoochun looked in the mirror “whoa” Jaejoong pinned Fa-Mae onto the seat and lay on top of her trailing his hands into her trousers as he kissed her Fa-Mae smiled as she held onto him “I love you Fa-Mae” Jaejoong whispered as he caressed her gently “ok you two go get a room” “cant you drive longer?” Jaejoong asked Yoochun smiled “ah I see um but what if people see you I mean I couldn’t care less I just don’t think Junsu can handle it I think you two are turning him on” Yoochun laughed as Junsu glared “ok” Junsu smiled “you know what I will just get out and leave you to have your fun” Yoochun stopped and waited for him to get out before driving away, Jaejoong looked at Fa-Mae and gently moved her hair from her face as he smiled “you are amazing” “Jaejoong isn’t this a little dangerous?” “yeah but fun also” he smiled as he unzipped her trousers and inserted himself into her Fa-Mae gasped “Fa-Mae are you ok?” “I just it hurts” “oh was this your first time?” Jaejoong whispered as he thrust slowly trying not to hurt her more “no” she lied as he smiled “I know you are lying but it’s ok I will keep you safe” he hugged her as he thrust deeper making Fa-Mae moan softly, Yoochun smiled as he kept driving until they had finished he got out and walked to his room leaving them both asleep in the back seat.

Ch10 Changmin grabbed Yunho and ran into an alley keeping an eye for people before pinning Yunho against the wall “hey” “listen to my heart” Changmin grabbed Yunho’s hand and placed it on his chest “I feel the same for you” Changmin smiled as he began to unbutton Yunho’s trousers and looked at him before kissing his neck “Changmin what if someone sees us?” “do you care?” “no just wow” Changmin knelt on his knees and took Yunho’s hardened member into his mouth and began to slowly suck as Yunho dug his fingers into the wall trying not to moan loud Changmin began to get faster as he gently trailed his hands onto Yunho’s hips making him move with him turning them both on “Changmin we…Cant” Yunho tried to keep his voice down Changmin smiled as he tightened his grip on Yunho’s waist Yunho moaned louder as his pleasure reached the climax he came into Changmin’s mouth, Changmin struggled to swallow all of the come but suppressed his gag reflex to drink it all it seemed to go on forever, “Changmin” “I did it” “yeah but now I have to pay you back tonight” Yunho sighed as he pulled up his trousers and tidied himself up before smiling.

Junsu walked past he saw what Changmin had just done “what the hell?” he thought as he made his way back to the hotel “that isn’t right” he mumbled as he sat in the room Changmin walked in followed by Yoochun and Yunho “Yo!” Changmin smiled but Junsu hid in the bathroom “what’s up with him?” “I have no idea” “ah well” Yoochun smiled “so did you have fun” “huh?” “driving around whilst listening to them have sex?” “ah that well all I can say is I need a lot of private time” Yoochun laughed.

Jaejoong woke up and smiled as he lay with Fa-Mae he took off his coat and pulled it over her before gently touching her cheek he smiled as she slept soundly it began to get dark so her got out and carried her to the lobby “excuse me which is Fa-Mae’s room number?” “ah sir welcome back is she ok?” “she’s asleep and very tired so I wanted to carry her to her bed” “aww how romantic well miss Mae’s room number is 301 here is the key” Thanks” Jaejoong got into the elevator and went to Fa-Mae’s room opening the door her manager stood glaring “I brought her home she fell asleep” “ok I will look after her” her manager smiled but then stopped “no I will leave her with you for the night” he smiled before leaving closing the door behind him, Jaejoong lay her on the bed then sat next to her and watched her sleep until he fell asleep.

Yunho called Changmin into his bed and hid under the duvet as Changmin followed suit they both began to mess with each other under the sheets Yunho kissed Changmin’s lips pushing him onto the bed and lay on top of him before biting his lip gently turning both Changmin and him on Yunho touched Changmin in places he has never been touched before Changmin’s heart beat faster he wanted more so he held Yunho’s hips “ooh naughty you want that do you?” he smiled Changmin nodded as Yunho opened Changmin’s legs inserting himself into him and began to masturbate as he thrust faster and deeper Changmin began to moan as he enjoyed the sex Yunho licked his lips as he began to move Changmin’s hips with his making it more pleasurable for them both Changmin took hold of the bed sheets as he covered his mouth with them trying to hide the moans, Yoochun walked in and saw them before backing out and hiding in the bathroom locking the door and sat on the floor before unzipping his trousers and taking hold of his member and began to masturbate, Junsu over hear Yoochun in the bathroom “geeze I need to get laid” he mumbled before hiding in his sheets trying to resist the urge to touch himself he covered his head with a pillow and fell asleep.

The morning woke him up there were no signs of Yoochun or the other two so he took out a picture of Fa-Mae and began to touch himself until he began to masturbate thinking of her doing things to him suddenly the door opened Jaejoong walked in Junsu quickly threw the photo and accidentally turned it to a page with Jaejoong on “what are you?” Jaejoong saw and the walked out “no it’s not what you think” Junsu followed him but his trousers were undone and fell to his ankles Jaejoong went back into Fa-Mae’s room. Yoochun appeared from the bathroom looking tired “hey” he shouted to Junsu “have you seen anyone else?” “nope” Yoochun went into the bedroom to wake Changmin and Yunho up “Yo! Get up” both Yunho and Changmin shot up out of bed not realising they were naked “eh ah whoa not what I wanted to see first thing” “eh ah give me a pillow” Yunho handed Changmin the pillow before covering himself “you two are an item now?” “well I think so” “me too it’s ok right?” “I don’t mind I already knew you two would get it on” Yoochun smiled as he left them alone.

“so shall we?” Jaejoong turned to Fa-Mae and smiled “shall we?” “go just run and leave everything behind us for a while?” Fa-Mae smiled then nodded before taking hold of his hand and ran with him until they found a quiet place to sit and enjoy each other. The memories they made became tales as they played lives around the world until Jaejoong made Fa-Mae his wife they settled down and became a tale but their tale became a legend and the legend became a love story.